I woke this morning to the awful news that my country’s parliament had voted in support of air strikes in Syria, against the views and wishes of the majority of their constituents. While the horrors inflicted by ISIS cannot be ignored, the addition of more military, more bombs and more guns to a brutal war – a conflict that has already led thousands of Syrian civilians, many of them children, to flee their homes and seek refuge anywhere that will open their borders to them – is something I cannot ever support.
Within hours of the result the first strikes had taken place and my country started dropping bombs on an already war-torn and broken nation.
In my utter disbelief at the result, I found it hard to control my emotions. With tears stinging my eyes, I felt like I wanted to write to every Syrian individually to apologise for the decisions of the leaders of my country and the inevitable destruction and heartbreak that is to come due to this decision. I wanted to look every Syrian child in the eye and let them know that the people of the world can be so much better than this and to not lose hope.
Instead, I write it here, in the hope that somewhere, somehow, my words may reach those whose lives are being torn apart by this war.
To the father and mother desperately trying to protect their children, I am sorry. I am sorry that this destruction at the hands of extremists and of so-called democracies is tearing your world apart. I am sorry that there is little you can do to stop your child’s tears and I am sorry that the leaders of my country are complicit in destroying any hope of regaining the life you had planned for your family. Please know that I am ashamed of my governments involvement in your pain and it is ‘not in my name’ or the name of many many UK citizens that these decisions have been made.
To the children of Syria, I am so sorry. I am sorry that your innocent eyes are seeing horrors they should never witness. I am sorry for the terror you live with every day. I am sorry that you will never be able to truly be an ‘innocent’ again and that your childhood is being so cruelly stolen from you. I am sorry that we have failed in protecting you. Please believe and know that there are millions of us out there in the world who have you on our minds and who will keep fighting for your rights from across the miles.
To the 223 MPs who voted against this action, thank you. Thank you for standing by your promises and for recognising that there needs to be far more work taking place than reactionary, impulsive, ill thought-out military action. Thank you for your humanity and for doing what you could to protect Syria’s children.
To the 397 MPs who voted for this action, their blood is on your hands. They are not collateral damage.
“Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired signifies in the final sense, a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed. This world in arms is not spending money alone. It is spending the sweat of its laborers, the genius of its scientists, the hopes of its children. This is not a way of life at all in any true sense. Under the clouds of war, it is humanity hanging on a cross of iron.” ― Dwight D. Eisenhower